Thats right from now own public is the way of my entries...

What a week, the grind of FED EX is not to be messed with.

I'm definatly making enemies out there, all because I do my job well and I am dependable.

But the hell with em because my benefits kicked in this month.

We also have to bring drinks once a week out there for the shift...I'm first up, like me enough to include me in that garbage.

I also got a call from my homegirl and she was in distress, did what I could to help.

But one part of me still thinks I could of did more.

Just have to wait and see where it goes, but no more hiding about it because the situation is so thick right now.

Worried...yep!

She's a good person and the people she is with I feel are taking advantage of her because she still is growing.

All evil eventually is paid for...thats to the people involved...(u know who u are)!

Went to the shindig in Camp Robinson for N. Guard training this weekend.

They rented a huge bus for only 13 people, I could of f**king drove because by the time I got off from work and got my cash for the trip the bus had left already.

I linked up with the Training Room NCO and the Recuriter NCO and they drove me there.

The training was over at like 3:00 that evening and they had rooms/barracks set up for everyone...

Thats right, everyone drove except 13 people so guess what that ment!

A saturday night in a new place and I was stuck in a bunk bed listening to music!

Even SGT Ellis(Training Room NCO) bounced out!

Next morning we did Land navigtion course, we were the only group that didn't have any problems finding our points in the woods.

Its scary because we are the Weapons squad.

That is the squad that has the heavy machine guns and rockets for the platoon.

Sunday night I drove back to M-town and watch the Super Bowl till halftime.

Got really tired and went off to bed because Monday was going to be a long one...

Still job huntin.

But Unc Sammy the drunk finally gave me my first chunk of chesse.

My brother and I drank ourselves silly last night at he party, my cousin dj'ed.

U should check out the Young Jeezy Album if u ever get the chance.

My aunt kept tryin to hook me up with the local youngin at the party.

I had to remind her drunk A** im 30 not 20.

They were 18 but still, their mindset was a little past School.

A lot of them are going to college and dont even know what they want to do when they get there...

...I see that is a lot of females problems these days no focus.

And us guys and our one track mind...sex to TV, TV to food, Food to Online.

Not nessesarly in that order.

Got a call from an old friend...

...wasnt expecting her to call.

When I first came to germany i had a group of friends a circle, if we were late to work we were late together.

Well she was suppose to marry Arron Messescmdit...

...dont know if i spelled his last name right.

I was just thinkng about it today when she called how they would still be together...

...maybe.

Deciding wheither or not to go to chruch tomorrow, think the shock of last sunday still sittin with them.

Think I'll go on wednsday instead.

Monday is my Cousin's b-day, her mother is throwing her a party....

...on a monday iknow right.

Thursday, August 4, 2005

Been very busy the last couple of days...

...too bad it isnt my fault.

Its my brother's birthday, he's high as a kite.

Yesterday I went to court with him, worries the s**t outta my mother.

We all have our habits, I just hope his doesn't keep him in trouble.

Sunday at church was interesting, I feel like the place is dying.

The only reason I went was to clear my grandmother's name.

The whole IRAQ thing had the church angry with her...

...I'm not a person who accepts hand outs.

So giving out my address to everybody wasn't a privilage I was able to give...

...seein me being on the highways of IRAQ.

For a church they sure ask for a lot of answers to things that should seem so simple.

Saturday, July 30 2005

Interstate 70 doesnt lead to Martin, TN...

...found that out the hard way.

My grandfather loves driving thru the towns, scenery, stuff like that.

Got my sister moved, another mission accomplished.

She didnt like the Bonner & CO. moving service.

Well by the time we got there her ex-rommate and his mother had did most of the work.

One truck was loaded and we had got there just in time to begin loadin ours.

Finally went to the casino...the drinks are free...

Thursday, July 28, 2005

I checked my e-mail today and found that now the world remember who I am.

There were three companies looking at my resume...

...It wont be long now.

I endured hours of mental hardship by helping my mother and sister paint her old room in the house.

She just informed me that my grandfather and I will be on the road to Martin TN bright and early friday mornin...

...thought my early morning wake-ups were over.

This is the first of many...

It has been about a month since I left the army.

I finally think Ive gotten used to the change.

My mother keeps me plenty busy right now ...

...plenty of yardwork to do.