It is now 2007...

My new years resolution, don't have one. I'm content with all my actions of the past year. How many people can say that!

I'm even starting off the new year working, thats right b*tches working... GET MONEY!!!

It's the way I plan for, the way things should be. Too many people out there who run around unfocused and don't take real responsibilites for their actions; yep my predictions are another year of the bulls*it.

second chances at lives spent in turmoil...will they go in vain?

Man, so many people have intentionaly "stepped on their d*ck". Another year at Fed Ex, already they are pushing out the freight for the sales of the new year. We've hung one tyrant till dead just this morning, but another year in the desert is a certainty cause the "war" isn't over. Phyllis has already put her bid in at the chance to "get me"...another year of that sh*t.

She went out xmas eve and didn't come home till after 9am xmas day, missed the most important part of the season...children her children, u know opening presents, that smile as he gets that first remote controllled car or she gets that first Barbie doll.

But she wants me to consider her as my new "girl" for 2007. she needs ice for that bump on her head...

And the monster known as the Platnum Plus took a bust, plus the highway patrol are stoppin 18 wheeler's full of the green-green monthly. Even the MPD are boarding up windows of traphouse after traphouse.

And the mayor of our fine city is spearheading it all...

...in order to catch them u have to be of them.

Humph...the only thing I'm lookin forward too in this new year is the new season of "24" and more info on the "Wolverine" movie...

HAPPY NEW YEAR BUB...

...good news bad news.

The story of my s*it.

Let Annie back into my life. Yeah I know, I know .

Never will be, but she'll need all the friends she can get and so do I.

Things with my sis are still in the air but we at the Bonner house are froning like Voltron to fix the situation.

So I'll be settin on a thin life between debt and repo.

My sis need help, end or story...

Ah the holidays.

                                                                                                    merry xmas!!!!!

my world changes...

Took a little time off from writing.

Too many things going down...

Made my way to my drill, in Brinkley!!

Yep u guessed it, once again all the big wigs decided at the last minuet that Brinkley Arkansas was the ideal site for the family thang.

So I get there and the thing seems to go off without a hitch. My sister couldn't come she got sick as hell. I didn't want to risk taking her way out there and then having to take her to a hospital in that area. Plus she still doesn't have any insurance at all!

The 1st Sgt starts it off with a bunch of pre-deploy breifs, three hours worth!  His own wife got upset and left...so u can imagine what the other families were doin.

(for all of u that are clueless to what that is, there are a bunch of rules and guidelines we hafta follow before we go somewhere...like Iraq or afghani).

...glad I didn't bring my mother. She'd probally had destroyed the place.

Work ahhh...

The theater is goin good, and the new girl is cool people.

She's already decided to stay as far away from Joe as possible.

Lisa from Fed accually came to see a movie, it was pretty nice. I already put in for Xmas off, my fam said if I work I'm disavowed as a member...

Fed Ex...now I work Mondays yep due to the amount of volume we've been getting I now have to come in and work Monday mornin.  Then the guy I was using to help take up the slack on that damn third truck go fired!  I don't even wanna go into detail...lets put it this way it involves throwin Jordan T-shoes over the back fence.

Been spendin allmost all my freetime over to my mother's house. Big scare from my sis, she just quite eating wnad wouldn't tell anyone why...so until she snaps out of it there is nothing I can do.My mother however is looking to split up her debts between me herself any my brother. So it's looking like my trip to De may get postponed....

…Monday

Time to get back to the grind.

Fed Ex is a nightmare because just as expected the amount of packages I get on my trucks doubled.

Yep 1300 to1400 packages a morning, size varies.

My sister is watchin Rachel Ray…I hate Rachel Ray!

The movie theater is also rough, still can’t use the autostart setting on the projector.

Plus I’m still closing alone, and the issues are about to get bigger…

…Jason hired another chic.

And we know how his hormones are.

(Dragonball Z Narrarator’s voice) “CAN HE KEEP HIS COMPOSURE AND TRAIN WITHOUT HIS WANG??!   STAY TUNED?”

Joe will also be back this week…more drama.

Jason is really annoyed with the stripper chic that he’s trying to have relations with, but he can keep from accidentally kissing the chic either…

Thanksgiving was great ........then my grandmother had a breakdown.

Just went off talking about how we should do more to help her.

Yeah I have been neglectin goin over and visiting, but the only thing she does when I come over is frustrate my granddad.

My mother said she feels left out right now.

Can’t win can I…

It  finally got cold here...

My sis is on the road to recovery finally. We already got her a Xmas present.

A little dog, u know like Paris Hilton drags around.

My mother has already had to put a bell around the damn things little neck, because It's so small she kept steppin on the thing.

Expencive little damn thing too $250 dollars!!!!

My brother fussed as usual.

I found it all amusing...as usual.

Working my life away...

Holding the belt down with a big ol 99% on packages scanned.

Had a talk with Otis (Sort Manager)...that motherf*cker was counting every time I left for N.Guard drill as a vacation day!

If he had kept that up I wouldn't have had any for an actual vacation.

Boy I swear!

And the theater, Jason is killing me.

We passed the Audit but we still can't autostart, plus now I'm working nights ALONE!!!

Then on top of all this he give me the biggest film he can to breakdown for return shipping. 

So here I sit waiting for all the movies to go out for the night so I can do the breakdown and breakout!

Good news is I'm not working wit Joe for a while

Still no luck on a new computer, there is a sale comming up this weekend at the convention center so I'll seee if I can pull something off.

But money is gonna be tight, after all it's the holiday season...

Another weekend ended...

Did I go out anywhere, Nope!

O was pissed I backed out again but he'll be alright.

Broke as hell again...so friday morn I went to Fed then to the bed.

And then at the theater, yep u guessed it hours got cut (thanks Jason).

Then he gets caught up by starting the whole theater an hour ahead of schedual...

...that means people bought tickets to see movies only to come in and the movie was halfway done.

So no more auto-start, which means I get to run around the theater every night I work.

Peak season.

The one year anniversary of my working at Fed and I get repaid with the of the heaviest trucks in the buliding!

But I've been holding it down with 99% scanned for bout a week now.

And they are still givin me s*it about the guard!

Guard...my bro is FINALLY going to get in the National Guard!

The Op went off without a hich, but my weapons squad got disbanded.

So now I'm a team leader in a regular squad...again.

I'm gonna try to hold on to this one

Get ready...

Time and time again I write/type my life here.

Doesn't matter if someone reads it or not...it helps me get sh*t off my chest.

The shutdown of half the theater is a go, I'm not worried.

Peak season, people getting promoted at Fed Ex.

They are even concidering me for a QA (quality assurance)...yes!

Can't be any worse than what I'm doing now.

Probally end up killin my sister before the year ends.

She's got collection agencies chasing her around, one for up to $400 dollars!!

I'm out and about more I even gotta party to get ready for, gonna be a vampire.

Ahh...

Life is full of termoils.

Brother's on the weed again and sister is in the doghouse.

I am now a year older and closer to reaching my goals. B-Icee is planning a meeting in December time frame.

Fed Ex is finally enjoyable again for me now that I work for Anthony on his belt...he appreciates a team player unlike that Idiot Conrad! Who's turned out to have a large ego...he's fired three people in the last couple of weeks!

He even got Jason...but then again that was Jason's own undoing as well.

He's go issues with his hormones and can't stay away from the sauce...

This cat will go sleepless for days to make out with every female within striking distance.

Different Strokes...

Here I am at my mother house...

My computer is done...

Can't go to the fair, funds got snatched.

Went to the gas station and put the card in the machine...it denied my card, said to see the attendant

So I called the bank while I waited in line...

it was denied because my card had a $120 puchase taken off it, from that same gas machine!

Talked to JAG because the guy did want to give me my money back...

How about I can't because I made a "purchase"!

So another weekend bombed out because of misforture.

I'm not even upset about it, I have learned to accept the fact that fate is fate.

Here it is...

20 mins after midnight, still working and getting ready for the other job.

I should be crazy tired but I'm not even groggy.

Gave my mother my extra money for medicine so I'm not doing anything special this weekend...

...'cept workin.

I start saturday at the new Fed Ex buliding and I still can't find the f*cker!

Last weekend was the Southern Heritage Classic game here in the city...

It gave me an excuse not to go straight home from work saturday night/sunday morning.

But as I drove downtown all it did was bring back memories.

When me, O, and Tiger rolled till curfews, called my mom and his dad for the extention then rolled some more.

The trips to Somerville...I never went with them on those but the stories they had when they got back.

It's time...time for me to get on the road again.

Plenty of places just gotta make time...who knows Ms. Right might be on that road trip waitin...