February 4, 2013

  • Superbowl sunday...

    ...been home from drill since friday night. You would think my "other" would be all kind of excited.

    But she has to party...she 32 years old BTW. I've gone and done it again, found a woman who is all about the streets.

    She spent all morning "pushing me away", but I held firm...

    ...and out she went. Been gone since 5pm...

    ...its almost 1am, Monday, the next day. But I wont give up, I'm gonna sit up like a idiot. Waiting. Killing time as I go mad.

    I should of learned from my relationship with Julia, this sh*t doesn't EVER work. But I refuse to give up, still giving the benefit of the doubt.

    Being the "homebody", fighting Jelousy.

    Waiting to be hurt...again.

    I'm writing my pain to deal, I've run out of options. I want to know if all this is even worth it. Is she gonna grow out of needing to be at parties and clubs and bars till 3am?