...haven't blogged in a year.

No reason to really. My focus is tanted right now, and I'm trying to get it back.

Distanced myself from the fam, only to complicate my life even further.

Different girl.

No names just gonna call her "Zealot".

She has my heart even though Im working to KEEP her's.

I got all this distrust for her...all due to her actions. She wants marrage, but she dosen't want to do the work.

Yep. Issues. So I write my feelings here and hope she doesn't misunderstand if I'm ever made to show her this...journal.

If she's even around long enough...

And yes I'm still a security officer at AT&T, the best damn shipping officer they have had ina while...

...or so they say.