May 11, 2009

  • I should feel used.

    I should be used to this right? It’s the curse of a “nice guy”. All of u know I was in a long distance relationship. Its crazy but it was working, but the signs showed up…

    …and this time I listened!  She suggested it once I man’d up and broke it off.

    So I’m single again. Just in time for the summer.

    Going to Germany in July, my brother is getting married in June. So I’m just gonna concentrate more on my military career. I am just going to accept that maybe I’m ment to be alone.  No sense in beating myself up evaluating what I or she did wrong.

    I even took a break from Xanga because she said I was telling to much of my “business”.  So now I’m back…

    …let my madness continue.