March 9, 2009

  • Another month still jobless, but somehow I still got money rolling in. Or at least it seems that way. Another phone bill this time 700 dollars…yeah me and Anne are strictly internet now I just have to figure out a way to get internet where ever I go. But those broadband cards are expensive and they don’t work everywhere. A work in progress. She’s been so good to me and I surprised her for V Day.  It was easy to get her address out of her lol.

    But I’m still having thoughts that I’m being played sometimes by Anne, its my old instincts coming back. I really haven’t been the same since Julia. Now that I sit back and think on it I have a lot of good friends now because of the way she would neglect me. But those old voices are gonna have to wait because I’ve devoted myself to the Blackrose Project. This will work as long as we got each others back. I try not to worry myself too much she has a lot of medical issues going on and I’m stuck in the US.

    WLC was a different experience. First the PT test, which I didn’t have to take and when I said I would they told me I couldn’t. It was the first time that a school didn’t go out of the way and to extremes. I was an example from day one, my instructors jumped all over my “quick to volunteer” and “always in a good mood”. I didn’t follow the “in crowd” and I took responsibilities for my mistakes. The only bad part was dealing with waking at 4am and going till 11 at night. Everything they did and taught was for a reason.

    Its was only three of us who were actually 11 series in the class, we go over because the instructors would concentrate more of the “pac clerks” and supply guys/girls.

    Little Rock…total waste of time. I drive all the way up there and it was “family themed”. The only good thing about it was the hotel room, somehow I lucked out and ended up with a room to myself. Everyone spent the night trying to get me to drive them around to get drunk. Usually I would have jumped all over DD’n but I opted to go to sleep, yep I told a handful of drunks to call a cab.

    Work.

    There isn’t any, and once again my leaders looked me in  my face and lied. I got on the National Guard site lookin for the openings in Forrest City for any of the full time jobs. Nothing. Which means the hook ups have begun and no one is retiring like they said they were? So tomorrow I file unemployment and go from there. Cause bills are still coming…