August 25, 2006

  • Return to the cold harsness of reality...


    Thats right, it's beem a year since I left the ranks of Double Duce...the ranks of the distingushed, the ranks of that Bush guy.


    Accomplishments...


    Keeping my brother outta jail.


    Keeping my sister from losing her sainty and going into debt.


    Pulling in enough money to support some kind of lifestyle.


    No serious mental and physical diseases....well you have to be in a relationship for those.


    I decided after a month pilgramage that I would follow Scott to the Olive Branch facillity (Fed EX).


    Sh*t he's more excited about it than I am.


    I had 300 dollars toward my DE trip, but unforseen sircumstance hit.


    But there's still tax time...


    And finally I have gotten the point, now when dealling with affairs of the heart...pay attention to the small clues...Example...


    You meet a girl. She seems to like talking to you.


    But doesn't remember your name...clue!


    Another example...You and a friend talk about the girl.


    You talk about her smile, her eyes, and how the first time you saw her you wanted to get to know her.


    He talks about how nice guys finish last and if he had the chance he'd definately not pass on f*ckin.


    But she remembers his name and gets his phone number...clue!


    I see it now...we are a society based on deception whenit comes to affairs of the heart.


    And until that changes...I'm not playing anymore,my mind is made up.


    Right now i have the feeling that my mom won't ever get grandkids cause I refuse to be the average N*gga/Man!


    But I'm not looking either...