May 22, 2006

• Back af two weeks...

  
  

  I haven't taken much time to update, been thinking on things, thinking on my next moves...

  
  

  Ahh work, well I am now loading three trucks and it didn't happen till I put in for my Annual Trainning time off from work for N. Guard.

  
  

  Either Scott(belt super) is putting his dependable people in his hardest trucks or Cantrel(Sort Manager) is showing some resentment toward me for needing time off.

  
  

  Either way I was needing a way to get more hours and this was exactly what I needed

  
  

  As long as can make $200 for two pay periods rent is made...

  
  

  And my backup is my N. Guard pay, but that means I have to keep doin everything I can to get promoted.

  
  

  More rank more pay...

  
  

  Now for the rest, only other issue is my babygirl...

  
  

  My recent ventures are tying up a lot more of my time.

  
  

  So I did what I had to do, but she got a bit impatient on me...

  
  

  With her situation we shouldn't even be going through that, I mean she's gotta realize this relationship isn't your conventional one. It never will be.

  
  

  But she wants it that way.

  
  

  Plus I think it isn't what I'm ready to handle right now, you know it's not like I'm in and out of club after club.

  
  

  She is ready to move on but when it comes down to it she will call for a lot of attention.

  
  

  I was with someone like that before and before I knew it she wanted me to choose...

  
  

  Well, she ended up really upset because I was brought up to beleve that Duty. Family come before Girlfrend...

  
  

  And one of the ways you know if she is the one for you is if she understands that.

  
  

  Yeah I know maybe I should give it a try anyway...what to do.

  
  

  Do like I always do listen to my instincts.

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