April 24, 2006

  • Time and time again...


    I am in my happy zone right now...


    My babygrl called and we talked.


    Man i cant wait till I get a place because of her situation I cant get in touch with her that much.


    It would help I think if the phone line/internet was exclusive to me, I cant get much done since my sister lost the gym job.


    Things are looking good at the workplace, the infamous Cantrel is supposedly seeding out the bad seeds at work but as long as he keeps hiring new people there's not much to be said.


    Everything is looking good for me to take off in June for the Training in Arkansas.


    I talked to B-Icee and he finally is in Hoensfelds Training Brigade in Germany...its perfect for him and maybe he'll stay outta trouble long enough to fix his socal problems with his girl.


    Today is TSA testing day...am I nervous?


    Worst comes to worst it will be like the ASVB test to get in the army was, which means a lot of math and english comprehention stuff that no one in normal life ever uses and the job is for homeland security...like I need to know Trigonemetry for that s**t!


    My sis is slowly going to drive herself mad...


    She finally gets her job hunt on target, gets all these people looking into hiring her.


    Then she goes to pick up asthma medicine and lets two TOTAL strangers get in her head!


    FLASHBACK: Five months ago my sis was working at the store and they had her working lottery tickets.She thought she was $100 short on her pan that night but when the countdown was finished for the night they found it.


    Everytime she gets in a certain conversation with people or overhears people talking, certain words they say lead her to beleve that people think she STOLE the money!!!


    In the time she had the $100 dollars supposedly dissapear they have fired two people for actually stealing and are runnin an inside investgation on $3,000 that just went missing!


    And this s**t here is also the reason she's not working at the gym anymore.


    She wants to own her own gym program one day and I asked her, "what are u gonna do go home and break into tears because someone doesn't like u or beat yourself up everytime u make a misteak"?


    My mother and I have quieted the ideal of her stealing from the store...for now.


    My Grandmother's sister passed away so its a sad time in the family on my mother's side right now.


    My grandmother is taking it the hardest...she's upset because my mother doesn't play the game how she does.


    The old saying "similar minds don't mix" fits in right here.


    My grandmother has slowly shut out almost all her fam over this and my mother thinks its a cry from her for attention like always.


    What am I gonna do... just buy a black suit and pop in on funeral day.